Archive for April, 2009

I’M SICK OF TALKING!

Posted in Uncategorized on April 8, 2009 by wyndago

I really love my country Kenya but we rant too much! That’s why when everyone’s out making their opinions known I choose to keep mum, because talking can sap so much of your energy in vain. Some people mean well when they talk, they want something to happen to counter whatever it is they are talking against. I fight the urge to talk but I pay attention and try to weigh everything. I do have opinions, sometimes I just don’t know how well to put them across. I need time, give me a second. But time’s moving fast and sooner or later I’ll become that old guy we all don’t want to become.
Go through those social network things, check out the groups, check out the blogs, organisations of people with common interests are being formed and websites are being set up. Seminars are being held, tours and workshops are scheduled, Vijana tugutuke thing, G-jue concert, The Kenya we want and of all that… it’s too much! I hear the youth preaching aginst the old men as if the problem lies in the age. Women fight for leadership positions with the men, the disabled claim they are undermined and Muslims against christians… and the ugliest one being tribe against tribe each shifting blame crying foul that they are short-changed.
I’m not against all the talk, really, it does help to some extent. It might inspire trigger one of us who is listening to rise up for the occasion in the midst of all these cowards! Funny thing is everone is talking about the same thing at the same time. Everyone is trying to explain what is wrong with our society and our institutions or whatever… the few who try to think what a long term solution would be, end up doing nothing about it because, they claim, they have no power to do anything about it. Then just shut up because you are not helping.

Myself, I want to do something, I will. That which I think I can do nothing about, I listen to what they say… then say something when I do something. Like what Mutahi Ngunyi says, it doesn’t have to be something big. But big is relative.

SO WHAT IF I DON’T SAY IT?

Posted in Uncategorized on April 4, 2009 by wyndago

I invited Becky over to my place last week… and she CAME! All the way to from Kiambu just to come see me. I was so glad to see her after that long, about six months. She still looks beautiful. Okay, Becky is just a friend… or a little more than that but not that other thing. Notice that? I said thing. Wait, you’ll understand.

I was telling Becky about these girls I’ve been having while she’s been away, she keeps asking and she bugs when she starts, I don’t like talking about it… with HER. And she noticed I never use the word ‘love’, even just in conversation. Like instead of saying ‘fall in love’ I say ‘being in that situation’ and stressing on the word ‘like’ when I actually mean ‘love’. Yeah, I admit. I’m not so fond of the word. And then that she mentioned I noticed I rarely say those three magical words chics like to hear- ‘I love you’. Becky condemned me for that, just because I don’t say I love you. My explanation is; I’d rather not say it unless I mean it! Is that so wrong?

Not more than a week later after our conversation I decide to send Becky a text, I tell her I love her. She says I’m just playing, that I just want to see how she’ll react! Upto that point, I just don’t know. She said she loves me too, but I just don’t know which love she was reffering to, I don’t even know which one I was reffering to, you understand?

I spend too much time with the boys is what she claims, that they corrupting my mind. The love doctor was talking, telling me that the way to a woman’s heart is when you do to her the things that you swear you wouldn’t otherwise do, dropping the ego. I’m like okay. Don’t get me wrong though it’s not like I’m trying to be ‘hard’. I know how to treat them ladies, I just won’t lie to them, especially when it comes to LIKING them. Just be cool and we can have fun, alright? Don’t start with all that talking, getting all mushy trying to re-enact a scene from your favourite soap opera!

Then there is the question of when to say it. After what, three days, weeks, months? Is there a standard time? Jeez, I might just go out and tell every female that I love them!

For real, I’m training my mouth to get used to the taste it gets after saying the word.