I was telling Becky about these girls I’ve been having while she’s been away, she keeps asking and she bugs when she starts, I don’t like talking about it… with HER. And she noticed I never use the word ‘love’, even just in conversation. Like instead of saying ‘fall in love’ I say ‘being in that situation’ and stressing on the word ‘like’ when I actually mean ‘love’. Yeah, I admit. I’m not so fond of the word. And then that she mentioned I noticed I rarely say those three magical words chics like to hear- ‘I love you’. Becky condemned me for that, just because I don’t say I love you. My explanation is; I’d rather not say it unless I mean it! Is that so wrong?
Not more than a week later after our conversation I decide to send Becky a text, I tell her I love her. She says I’m just playing, that I just want to see how she’ll react! Upto that point, I just don’t know. She said she loves me too, but I just don’t know which love she was reffering to, I don’t even know which one I was reffering to, you understand?
I spend too much time with the boys is what she claims, that they corrupting my mind. The love doctor was talking, telling me that the way to a woman’s heart is when you do to her the things that you swear you wouldn’t otherwise do, dropping the ego. I’m like okay. Don’t get me wrong though it’s not like I’m trying to be ‘hard’. I know how to treat them ladies, I just won’t lie to them, especially when it comes to LIKING them. Just be cool and we can have fun, alright? Don’t start with all that talking, getting all mushy trying to re-enact a scene from your favourite soap opera!
Then there is the question of when to say it. After what, three days, weeks, months? Is there a standard time? Jeez, I might just go out and tell every female that I love them!
For real, I’m training my mouth to get used to the taste it gets after saying the word.